THIS IS NOT
Lyrics & Music: © Kerstin Dröge, April 2002

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A very personal song ... it is impossible to explain it in short. Let's just say "I felt
*very* depressed, sat down, wrote this in half an hour, felt *much* better". Sorta
letting it all out in song and then start life anew ;-)
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This isn't who I really am
I can't believe it's me
My mind is running circles
But you are all I see

This isn't how I want to feel
I wanted to be strong
Now everything seems so unreal
Don't know where I went wrong

This isn't how it should be like
You know, it wasn't planned
And all that brilliant strength of mine
Runs through my palms like sand.

I know you want to catch me if I fall
But you don't have the strength to hold me
I know I want to curl up in your arms
But this is contrary to what I told you

This isn't where I want to go
I close my eyes, I turn
and all my ways lead back to you
And all my fears, they burn